My Light - 128kb/s mp3 file (6.28MB)
11-7-2002


 

Alone
for the last time
Someday we all hope to speak these words
The walls
we build, the bridges that fall
Cold inside, life has lied, to you and I
Someday
somehow there's something inside
A spark, a light, a part of life that won't subside
So we
keep on trying
Through rise and fall, hurt and hope, maybe someday...

But now the time has come
for you and I
Two souls lost in the boundless sea of life
My eyes in stare
my touch to yours ignites

Through the darkness you are my...
Evelyn, my light
Evelyn
Evelyn, my light
Evelyn

The walls
we built, they crumble and fall
The clouds part, revealing the sunlight
The day
we've searched for is upon us now
Fears inside, no longer fright, upon the sight
My heart
rebuilding inside, stronger now
The flame burning deep within ignites
The touch
embracing the forever now
Eye to eye, heart to heart, today, the day...

Now the time has come
for you and I
Two souls lost in the boundless sea of life
My eyes in stare
my touch to yours ignites

Through the darkness you are my...
Evelyn, my light
Evelyn
Evelyn, my light
Evelyn

Evelyn, my light
Evelyn, my light
Evelyn, my light
Evelyn

I am yours...


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Some notes about the recording:

This is a very special song to me, as you've likely figured out from reading the above lyrics... it's a song I wrote for mah honey :)  It's quite a bit different than previous songs I've posted, but I do have a lot of unfinished material that's along the same vein.  I'm not always about super heavy weirdness, ya know :)

I think this is without a doubt my best work yet.  I spent a ton of time on the details and subtleties... trying to get nuances just right.  From minor changes in MIDI velocities to micro-tweaking of effects on the vocals, there's no doubt I've improved in my composition abilities.  I still have a long way to go, and this song is far from perfect if you look close at it... but I'm still extremely happy with the way it came out, and how well everything fit together.

There ended up being 15 tracks in the song... half of them MIDI, and the rest either guitars or vocals.  There were two main vocal tracks, but some of the guitar tracks ended up doubling as vocal tracks when I needed to add some slight addition to a part here and there.  The old-radio style vocal "effect" I used when singing the verses was actually done in a pretty simple way:  out of the compressor, I ran the vocals through my Boss guitar EQ pedal, with some pretty weird settings on it.  It did a decent job creating the desired effect, but you can hear some imperfections here and there... where the EQ pedal clipped the vocals a little.  All in all though, it did a hell of a job, and I totally love how it came out.

If you recall some comments I've made on previous songs, you'll remember me talking about a "click" problem that has plagued me in my recording.  I kept getting these weird static clicks at random in my wave files... similar to what you would hear on an old record that has some scratches on it.  Well... despite what you hear above, that problem is still plaguing me... but I found a way around it.  Sound Forge makes a super nice "Click Removal" noise reduction plug-in.  I think it's main purpose is to clean up vinyl recordings that someone wants to master to a CD.  It worked incredibly well on my song, and you'll have to listen really damn close to hear any kind of click imperfection.  I actually now think I get those clicking noises simply from my computer itself.  I think they get in the wave file from the very act of the data being written to the hard drive.  I don't have a slow computer or anything... but I think things may not be quite right somewhere, causing the clicks to appear at random... possibly having to do with the hard drive needing to fragment a file in order to write around some other existing data in its way.  I'll figure it out someday... but at least now I have a way around the problem.

I've been told that the song sounds very Pink-Floyd-ish... and I think I have to agree... though once you get about mid song, I think the similarity with Pink Floyd disappears. It really wasn't my intention to sound like them, believe it or not... it just kinda happened :)


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